My baby sister (shes not really a baby.. but shes 16 and sometimes acts like one =) LOVE YOU MARYBETH!!) texted me last night. We don't talk hardly as much as we should. But when something is wrong.. I am there for her.. no matter what. So she sends me a text, upset about her dad (The man who adopted me.. then turned out to be a huge ass hole and I have not talked to him in two years) and the fact that he hasn't called her in a week (He usually calls her twice a day.. Mary would do ANYTHING for this piece of shit of a man.. God only knows why). I called her... and shes crying. I hate to see anyone I care about cry. Especially if its something I have gone through myself... and I hate someone (especially someone I love) go through the same pain. I talked to her for a little bit, until she stopped sobbing, and convinced her to give me his number. She did.. eventually (by this time.. I am fuming. If I saw him.. I would prolly beat his ass.. after I made him cry). So... I called. I have not spoken to him.. called him.. anything.. in two years. like I said. He answered.. prolly cuz he didn't have my number. I told him who I was.. and went off on him. Like a child he hung up on me (I HATE being hung up on.. it drives me nuts. and When a man does it.. I feel like he should have big enough balls to listen to whatever is being said.. maybe not agree.. but at least listen. But then again.. I am talking about MEN. Mark is NOT a man.. he is more like a big hairy child). So what did I do? I called the fucker back until he answered. Then he hung up again and I called about 50 more times. Then got sick of it.. realized I was slacking in the beer drinking department.. and decided I would wait until today.
I am still so fired up about it. I don't want Mary to have to experience what I had to.. going through the whole.. I don't have a dad, my dad is an ass, I wish I had a dad.. feeling. It sucks. In my case.. yes, Mark turned his back on me.. but I still and my biological father and a relationship with him that is s.l.o.w.l.y. building. She doesn't have anyone else. Just him. And she would go through hell and high water for him... (he hasn't talked to her because he has been too wrapped up in a woman who is pissed at her husband.. for sleeping with someone else.. without her. They are swingers.. and he broke their fucked up swinger "code." So i guess shes just wanting to get back at him. However, he doesn't really care.. so she is still with Mark). So when I hear that Mark is doing this to Mary.. because of some woman who will get sick of him in a month.. and Mary is as upset.. if not more than I was.. I get upset... so I cried to my mom for a little while.. and decided I was going to spend the rest of my life making Mark's a living hell. I hate
himI heart you
Marybeth.. I love you sooo much!!! You are an amazing and beautiful person!! You deserve the best!!
There is no better friend than a sister. And there is no better sister than you. ~Author Unknown
Sisters annoy, interfere, criticize. Indulge in monumental sulks, in huffs, in snide remarks. Borrow. Break. Monopolize the bathroom. Are always underfoot. But if catastrophe should strike, sisters are there. Defending you against all comers. ~Pam Brown
Sooooo that was my emotional night.
OMG I CANT BELIEVE I ALMOST FORGOT!!!!!
A friend of mine from home found psycho Italian ass hole on a gay website. I told him last night.. after he decided to be an ass... and he flipped out. He says it is someone impersonating him (like anyone would EVER want to do that). Then he actually asked me to find out the web address.. as if I would do him a favor. Because I said no.. He told me I was a heartless bitch. I'm okay with that (but I'm not, I promise)... I think its kind of funny. HILARIOUS actually.
Today I opened the blinds in my dungeon of an office.. and its so much brighter in here!! So thanks, Casey for stating the obvious and telling me to open the damn blinds!!
So that's all for now.. I'm gonna do something productive. Casey is coming over later to have leftovers for lunch today... again. Its needed.. we are both lacking in green (money) and so were gonna be responsible.. and not go out to eat. Yay us!!
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