Random is My Middle Name.

It's actually Renea. But.. work with me here!

Here is whats up/new/random

This past weekend we had a family fish fry. It was fun, but I didn't eat any fish. I ate cheese. Then Cory and I started drinking beer early and I got drunk before anyone else did. Got in a fight with Wesley and felt like shit on Monday when I had to wake up early to go to work...

BUT, I got the second job I applied for and I start next weekend as a bartender. So i will make more in one night bar tending than I do all week working/getting degraded by Jimbo. Without health insurance. Cheapskate.

Wesley asked me today: "If I treated you like I did now.. and even better over time (which is nearly impossible).. and you found out I was a murderer, would you still think I was wonderful?" Ummmm No, I would not. Wonderful people do not kill anyone. Goose.

Double (a guy I was talking to before Wesley, who had and still has a girlfriend) has tried to get me to go see him when he visits Bowling Green with a friend of his. Just because you cheat on your girlfriend, does not mean I will cheat on Wesley. Tough luck. Maybe you shouldn't be such a scum bag, loser.

Overall, I couldn't be happier. Wesley is AMAZING. It doesn't hurt that we have an amazing sex life.. and we get along better than peas and carrots. I actually feel bad for getting upset with him. Isn't that just precious.

I HATE working for Jimbo. I need a new job. BAD. I hate this one. Something that's more along the lines of second shift would be ideal.. without having to work at a gas station. That's just not my kinda thing. No offense if you do.. but I did in high school (kinda, it was a pizza place that started selling gas too. Weird, I know.. that's what you get for growing up in upstate NY). I am NOT a morning person. I would rather sleep in. till 12 if it was possible. Then maybe I would want to have that morning sex Wesley is always wanting.. but I'm too tired/comfortable to wake up. Sorry, Wesley. You're still my favorite.

I have been trying, unsuccessfully, to kill a fly in the office all afternoon. It's starting to get on my nerves.

Other than that.. Happy Tuesday!

Quick Review

It's been a while. A long while. I'm not sure why I havent posted, or read anyone elses blogs... but I havent. Oh well. Smack my hand and get over it. I am



So a lot has been going on! I am no longer talking to pIah. I changed my phone number, I ignore all emails.. wait, he doesnt know my email address.. I blocked him on Skype and Facebook... He cant contact me anymore. It's wonderful.

I am also not talking to P.O. anymore (ya know, the guy who lookes like the President)...

I am now dating Wesley (not his actual name, thank God).

I found out about a month and a half ago (from a girl I dont like, while I was stumbliong drunk at a bar) that Wesley has a daughter. I got pissed, I ignored him for a couple days... I got beligerently drunk with P.O. all weekend.. But then, I realized something. I woke up on Sunday (with a massive hangover)... looked at P.O. and wanted to go home. I didnt want to look at him, I didnt want to be around him.. no kissing, hugging, touching, nothing. I wanted to talk to Wesley and I wanted to fix things. So.. because I STILL don't have a car (and actually find it kinda pointless now) P.O. took me home. I called Wesley, we talked about it, he assured me there was nothing more I didnt know about him. That he cared about me, was affraid of losing me at first, then was afraid of losing me because he had waited so long to tell me.. We didnt argure, didn't raise our voices. He was sincerely sorry... We moved on. No re-opening the can of worms later on, no holding it against him. Sincerely accepting his apology.. and just knowing that he is a great guy and messed up.

I met his daughter, who is 7 months old and absolutely ADORABLE. Apparently he had a one night stand, with some girl he actually now can't stand and POOF!!! He was a dumbass and didnt use a condom.

Everything with him is perfect. We are very similar, yet different. My family loves him, all he wants to do is make me happy... we have the BEST sex I have ever had in my entire life... plus, an added bonus, he is insanely sexy. SO, I couldnt be happier.

I suprised my mom for his birthday/ Mother's Day. Wesley and I took the 13 hour road trip together. It was awesome and we had a great time. We got to know eachother more.. and we got even closer than we were at that time... which is nothing compared to now.

It is finally summer!!!!! and  it is outrageously hot out side..

My dad is sick.. We all think he has a blood clot from his port, which he hasnt gotten removed... because he wont ever go to the doctor!!! Soooo thats some awful news.

Other than that.. I have been:
drinking a lot of adult beverages
hanging out with my family
hating my job more and more each day
hanging out with Wesley alllll of the time
being happy, very very happy.


Thats all I've got for now. Maybe I will elaborate later. But I promise to keep posting. I've missed rambling via my blog.