Quick Review

It's been a while. A long while. I'm not sure why I havent posted, or read anyone elses blogs... but I havent. Oh well. Smack my hand and get over it. I am



So a lot has been going on! I am no longer talking to pIah. I changed my phone number, I ignore all emails.. wait, he doesnt know my email address.. I blocked him on Skype and Facebook... He cant contact me anymore. It's wonderful.

I am also not talking to P.O. anymore (ya know, the guy who lookes like the President)...

I am now dating Wesley (not his actual name, thank God).

I found out about a month and a half ago (from a girl I dont like, while I was stumbliong drunk at a bar) that Wesley has a daughter. I got pissed, I ignored him for a couple days... I got beligerently drunk with P.O. all weekend.. But then, I realized something. I woke up on Sunday (with a massive hangover)... looked at P.O. and wanted to go home. I didnt want to look at him, I didnt want to be around him.. no kissing, hugging, touching, nothing. I wanted to talk to Wesley and I wanted to fix things. So.. because I STILL don't have a car (and actually find it kinda pointless now) P.O. took me home. I called Wesley, we talked about it, he assured me there was nothing more I didnt know about him. That he cared about me, was affraid of losing me at first, then was afraid of losing me because he had waited so long to tell me.. We didnt argure, didn't raise our voices. He was sincerely sorry... We moved on. No re-opening the can of worms later on, no holding it against him. Sincerely accepting his apology.. and just knowing that he is a great guy and messed up.

I met his daughter, who is 7 months old and absolutely ADORABLE. Apparently he had a one night stand, with some girl he actually now can't stand and POOF!!! He was a dumbass and didnt use a condom.

Everything with him is perfect. We are very similar, yet different. My family loves him, all he wants to do is make me happy... we have the BEST sex I have ever had in my entire life... plus, an added bonus, he is insanely sexy. SO, I couldnt be happier.

I suprised my mom for his birthday/ Mother's Day. Wesley and I took the 13 hour road trip together. It was awesome and we had a great time. We got to know eachother more.. and we got even closer than we were at that time... which is nothing compared to now.

It is finally summer!!!!! and  it is outrageously hot out side..

My dad is sick.. We all think he has a blood clot from his port, which he hasnt gotten removed... because he wont ever go to the doctor!!! Soooo thats some awful news.

Other than that.. I have been:
drinking a lot of adult beverages
hanging out with my family
hating my job more and more each day
hanging out with Wesley alllll of the time
being happy, very very happy.


Thats all I've got for now. Maybe I will elaborate later. But I promise to keep posting. I've missed rambling via my blog.