I think that pIah was put into my life for a reason. That reason, I have yet to find out and I am sure that reason is going to piss me off. It just plain pisses me off anyways. Maybe its to appreciate how sane the next lucky guy is who happens to stroll into my life (even tho all the ones lately have been.. well...stupid. But I guess thats better than crazy) or to appreciate that I am not with him, in St. Louis.. being his maid and deciding it was okay. who knows. But I want to figure it out soon because, like I said, it pisses me off. I wonder if anyone can make him disappear? like.. to another country.. never to leave. To live with his... gasp... mother (who is a huge b-i-t-c-h.. if I may say so myself). ---He just needs to leave me alone. forever and ever. Buuuuut he keeps trying to get me to talk to him. To tell him I am sorry and wish things could be different (I am sorry and I do wish things could be different. I am sorry I dated him.. and I wish I never had).. but I just politely (hahaha.. thats funny) tell him to stop trying to talk to me, stop being so damn psycho, put on a speedo and leave me alone (whats with the speedo? idk.) I also don't care which stds hes going to get from the copious amounts of girls he is sleeping with.. and telling me all about (the only good thing from that is he constantly tells me how good I was in bed.. hahaha.. like I need my ego boosted anymore). So the point to this story? I don't really have one. But i was going through my text messages and came across the dick picture. gross.
Its only Wednesday. This week has been dragging. gggaaahhhhh. I am also EXHAUSTED. I don't really know why. But I am. I want to fake sick, go see the nurse and get sent home.. but then.. I remember that I am not in high school anymore. I have to work. For Jimbo. yay me. But, I do get paid to blog, facebook stalk and play computer games. pretty sweet. I drink lots of coffee, smoke anytime I want (I mean, I don't smoke, I quit) and talk on the phone. So its prettty lazy. I just need a new one. Because.. I can do all of those things.. after work. I would rather do something productive.. and get paid more. lots more. Will I get that here? prolly not. I need to move to Hawaii. I prolly wouldnt get that there either... but its warm there. and pretty.. and you can wear grass skirts (the only time I have ever worn a grass skirt and gotten away with it was one of my themed birthday parties: "GI Joes and Barbie Hoes"... it was in March.. and it was cold in NY... I wore that damn skirt anyways!!! and froze my ass off.)
I am starving. Sometimes I wish I didn't have the strong desire to eat anything that is put in front of me... but I do. All the time. I eat, all the time. Because I am still young enough to not have any negative side effects.. I continue to eat all the time. So.. I am going to open this new jumbo bag of Hershey kisses.. and eat them. Another week of mass chocolate consumption.
John Mayer is gorgeous. I used to think he was ugly.. but then he got lots of tattoos.. has amazing hair.. is amazing on the guitar and I love the way he moves when he plays... plus his voice is hypnotic. Hes just perfect. I wonder how much it would cost to clone him. I need to work on that. Mr. Mayer, if you are reading this.. call me.
a good song
another good song
and another one
catching on to the theme today?
This was first Dan's song
This makes me love him more
and this makes me laugh
and this makes me laugh harder
Who would want to trun themselves into a cartoon?!?! I mean.. what fun is that?! Does your cartoon come on tv? does it talk to you? no, its just a drawing. Thats not really all that fun. Plus.. they are usually just an uglier version.. all distorted. a waste of time. Annnnnnnd its the computer.. its not anyone is sitting there drawing it.. soooo if you have done that.. stop it.
Didja know that Cosmo was first created as a "first-class family magazine" ? hahahahaha funny.
This was my horoscope today:
"Ever eaten an unripe pear? It's dry, tasteless and unyielding. Far better to let it sit on the tree and ripen. In other words, why be in such a rush? Your love life will pick up when it's good, ripe and ready." ---- hahahaha. ok. ok.
Thats all for this cold and boring hump day. Hope yo uare all having a fantastic day!
much love
for good measure
annnd because I can't help it
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