Smoking Is Bad For You

I am very tired this morning. Not in a good mood... for reasons I don't want to type. There is also no coffee left in the office. Maybe the guy upstairs has some? hmmm.. It is also very cold and windy today. I seriously need to start thinking about moving to where it is warm.. orrr... Maybe I will just work from home... and NEVER go outside in the winter. EVER. I think that is a good idea.

I went to the mall with Casey last night.. so her son could see Santa. He was NOT feeling it. Pictures soon.

I have also decided that I am going to become celibate. That way.. I can't have interest in guys. That would make life easier. hmm. I'm obviously just kidding. ME?! celibate?!?! fu*k no. I don't think that is an option for me ... anyone that knows me would agree.

NASHVILLE TOMORROW!!! YAY!!!

Here are my thoughts for this morning...

::.I can't want to see my mom and be in NY (even tho I am not coming out of the house until it is time to leave).::
::.I have no idea what I am doing for lunch today.::
::.My hair looks crazy right now.. and I don't care.::
::.I think I need to cut back on my coffee/smoking habbit. It can't be good.::
::.I am going to rent a hot guy, who doesn't talk or wear clothes, to cuddle with me at night.::
::.I don't wanna see my boss today.. he has been getting on my nerves.::
::.I think I am gonna convince my baby (he hates when I call him my baby brother.. because hes like five feet taller than me) brother to take me hunting with him. Then I can talk to him the whole morning.. drink whiskey with him.. and make him miss his shot.. he has killed enough deer this season.. and I'm starting to feel bad for them.::
::.I am also going to go out to the bars with him.. and tell all the girls that hit on him that I am his girlfriend... if I like one.. then I'll let him hit on her. But I have decided for him that he needs to be more picky about his female choices.. he picks some ugly chicks and I CANT have ugly nieces and nephews (because we all know hes gonna knock someone up any day now.. If he hasn't already).::
::.I think its time for a cigarette.::
::.When I quit smoking, I'm gonna start running.::
::.I want to learn something new.::
::.Work is boring.. I can't wait to finish school.. IN NINE MONTHS!!!.::
::.I have pink shoes on.::
::.I could go for a beer.. and its only 9:17 a.m. Does that make me an alcoholic?.::

I hope the morning gets better. I would kill for my bed right now.. and Dennis (the stuffed animal I have slept with since.. well forever. Its a white cat. Where does the name Dennis come from? who knows. Is it kinda weird that I'm 21 years old and still sleep with a stuffed animal? mayyybe... but I need some kinda cuddle action!!!).

stay warm
xoxoxox